Vampiregirl Stuck In A Rut

My mom has gone off the deep end yesterday. When she got home, she yelled at me and my brother about how we aren't following the schedule and she said she wanted to, and in her own words, "beat the living shit out both of you". And last night while i was in class she took out my TV, my brother's TV, our laptops, cellphones, and she told me that she was VERY disgusted with me. It hurt a lot. Then when i was trying to sleep, she was talking to dad and she said something about me being a loser, and my brother too. She said we were "loser kids". Iwas so upset last night i cried til i had a headache. I wasn't crying because she took the stuff away from us, i cried because of what she said to us. There were other things that she said to me that was so horrible. I don't know what to do. She also said she won't ever trust me. I see how serious she is and wish she would understand. There's nothing else i can say at this point.

St. Patrick's Day : )

Look, it's Jensen Ackles!!!!! ^
Happy St. Patrick's Day everyone!!!! It's funny, I totally forgot that it was today. I even forgot it was Wednesday!!! Lol. Anyways, Have a great day and to those of you who drink- Be careful, you never know when a lepperchaun might try to steal you away!!!!

Classes And Cats

Hey, I had class today and it was fun because we did some experiential observation stuff like those pictures where you see one thing when you look at it and someone else will see something totally different, like the picture/drawing of a bunny, but it can also look like a duck as well. We looked at the young woman/old lady picture, too. This girl next to me said she couldn't see the old lady at all. I had seen this picture so many times so i see both the old lady and the young woman.

I tried to explain to her how it could be the old woman, but she still couldn't see it. Even when the teacher explained how, she still couldn't. I wonder why she couldn't see it, y'know? but whatever, some people can't see that sorta thing. It doesn't make them stupid.

After those two, Mrs. Chow gave us another one but this one was waaaaaay harder. She told us to just look at the paper and try to figure it out on our own in silence. We could'nt ask for help. After about five minutes she tells us why and she explains what it was. It looked like two squares that had a whole bunch of weird lines and shapes, but if you angle it right, it has a hidden message. It was sooooo cool!

Later at home when it was, like, seven or eight there was this cat under my mom's car and the dogs were going nuts, I went out there to put the recyclables in the recycle can, I looked under the car and i saw the cat. I called it from under the car. It was soooooo adorable!!!! It was a one-eyed cat, but sooo cute. It was a tiny thing, and it think it was grey, very fuffy. It also looked like it was a stray.

My mom had me pick up the cat and walk it over to the next house over. I had to leave the poor thing on the doorstep. :(

Schedule?

Hey again! I've had a weird day. my mom got so fed up with how we've doing (or not doing) stuff around the house. so she created a schedule for me, my brother, and my dad. We all have jobs to do and chores. I saw my schedule and the first thing i thought was: damn, when am i going to be able to read!? Or listen to my ipod? I'm going to be hella busy.

I can understand why she did this. we all haven't been too helpful and we basically have no structure, before now. All i can say now is... she should have thought of this years ago. Then maybe we wouldn't be so lazy. Almost everyday, she whined and yelled at us to do something. Oh well at least if this 'schedule' works out then hallelujah. At least something works. Before she tried to get us on a good schedule with our diet plans by having me make a schedule but we didn't stick with it.

I wonder what's going to happen after all this happens. Will we change our ways and be better or are we just going to slowly get out of the schedule?

Back to what i was saying before about not having to go to school anymore. Um, i had a minor setback with my project that i was going to do. i was almost finished with it and i almost had all my hours done and i was supposed to graduate early but my English teacher said that my project was overlapping with my class. so he had me talk to the senior project coordinator and she listened to my problem, which was that i had only four days left until i had to turn in my portfolio and then do my senior boards, but the project i was previously doing was overlapping with my guitar class. my original project was to learn a Green Day song on my guitar. i thought that it was fine as long as i was using a song from a band, but apparently it wasn't allowed so i had to do something else. i couldn't get classes set up for my next semester because the way my first semester schedule was set up was to go with my leaving early anyway and it was too late to find classes to fill my next schedule so the senior project coordinator decided that i could leave early just as i'd planned, but i would continue with my project and graduate in May with everyone else. It's very freakin' complicated and i was a mess when i found out that i couldn't stay with my original thing. No doubt i was horribly pissed. Especially at the people who didn't check to see if my project was qualified so this kinda thing that happened to me wasn't supposed to happen in the first place. But oh well. At least i have more time to prepare for my 10 minute senior board. since i'm performing my song i get to talk for at least seven minutes and perform the song for three. which is better then talking for ten minutes straight. i think i'd lose my damn mind if i did that. I totally can't wait for the Senior Ball, its going to be soooo amazing!!!!! I gotta go, tune in for more l8tr!!!!!

Hey again. i was just practicing some chords on my guitar. i have this senior project that i have to do for school. it sucks big time, but i have to do it in order for me to graduate. Stupid school. Anyways, what I'm doing for my project is I'm going to learn how to write a song that is for guitars and I'm writing one of my own songs, then i will perform it to the judges in the middle of May. I sort of graduated early from my school so I don't actually have to go there, but it's a pain in the ass. gotta go.

Newgurl

Hi, i'm new to this blogging thing. sometimes i might not have a lot to say or write about so, yeah. that's it.