Sky Watching

I was sitting outside tonight and I was thinking about why I like looking at the sky and why I like when it's twilight out. I know Twilight is a name of a very famous book, but Twilight is also a time of day. A transition from day to night. I love this time of day because The sky is still light blue and that color against the silhouette of the trees is beautiful. I was also thinking about the seasons and why I love the Fall and Winter seasons over Spring and Summer. I've always hated the heat. Never liked it in my life, well, except for when I'm curling up in my bed when it's cold at night. Yes, I do love the cold, but only to a certain extent. But I would rather it be always Fall or Winter weather than Spring or Summer weather. Sometimes I'm okay with being in the sun, but when it gets too hot for me, I can't stand the Summer sun. That's the real reason why I don't like living in California, but mostly Sacramento. When I was a child I never really cared about weather. I never noticed the seasons. All I ever cared about was living in the moment and having fun all the time. Now that I'm eighteen, I always think about my childhood and how oblivious and unaware of the world I was. When I sit outside at this time or at night looking at the moon and the stars, I feel peaceful. This the time that I really love being alone. It feels nice not having to be around people sometimes. I feel most peaceful when I'm either with my friends just hanging out or when I'm just alone looking at the sky.